Dec 3, 2006

Can it be?

Can it be that it is only 11:30 and my eyes are shutting, ready for a sleep? Already? Can it honestly be that it is Sunday morning, but I have missed Church and youth group... for a whole 'nother week? That I have not left the bed yet and the temptation is to crawl back underneath the covers because yesterday was too much to handle? Can it be true that tomorrow endeth the chemo vacation and I start back at one... having to reach all the way to 5 again?

Nah.

Couldn't be... not me.

Or maybe it could. Wait a second. I am still in my pj's, and there is my stuffed elephant and cabbage patch and hot water bottle.

AHHH!

Apparently it can be.

This sucks. Just in case any of you were wondering or had any doubt what-so-ever...

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Allow your body the rest it needs. Part of sleeping and resting is to help healing. It is not a bad reflection on you or a sign of weakness. Accept it and use it to rejuventate. And remember, the same happens to many of us and we don't have any legitimate excuse. :)

EYouthWNY said...

I never argue with my body. When it says "Sleepy bye time", I roll over and obey.
I'm the diocesan youth coordinator in the Diocese of Western New York. My prayers for you and your youth will on my list. Stay strong and always remember that you are loved, both in this world and the next.
Peace
Jay

Tim Chesterton said...

Hey Angela, I just noticed that you linked to my blog. Thank you!

I got a few blogging friends praying for you - one of them goes by the name of Mad Priest, but don't worry - he's a pretty stubborn pray-er, even if his sanity is somewhat questionable sometimes!!!!